i cannot bear this pain, i just wish he could understand. i wish he could see me for the girl he first met. i wish he could realize that i still love and care for him as i always did. i wish he could see that what happend was a mistake. i wish he could realize all that we created during our two years. i wish could see that everything that was created was real, and i was there all along with him to experience every moment with him. i wish he could see that i did not mean the things that i said in those facebook messages. i wish he could see that i could never let go of a person like him. i wish he could see how hard i am fighting to have this person back in my life. i wish he could see that i do feel his pain, and i feel it for him. i wish he could see that that crush that was created during those two weeks, was nothing more than a crush, and is not longer there. i wish he can understand that the emotions created, or emotions i thought i felt, were not real. i wish he could realize that true feelings/ emotions can not be created within 2 weeks. i wish he could believe that what was said to that guy were not my true feelings. i wish he could see that true emotions/ feelings, true love, true care for each other, is created throughout a months, years, and they are true feelings and strong feelings that will take a very long time to get ride of. i wish he would realize that there is a person out there that is dying to be with him, to continue a relationship, to cherish him again. i wish he would realize that this event will never happen again. i wish he could realize, that true emotions cannot be created within a week and that what was said doesnt mean anything to me, as compared to true feelings that were created together within two years.