The first mistake that I have EVER done in almost 2 years, 21 months, 91 weeks, 639 days, might just cause the end of everything...

why jenn why.. why did you do this to us, you hurt the only person that you love most in the world. and now you may never get him back, you may never be with him, you may be see him, hear him, talk to him, be able to love him ever again...you should be ashamed, you shouldve known better, you foolish bitch, you should have seen what was happening, you shouldve been more considerate, you shouldve let go of that selfishness, how did you suddenly become so selfish in the frist place?! you were never like this in your life, so how did it suddenly appear?! was it your hormones? classes!? stress!? were just filled with so many things you had to take care of that you counldnt see or think clearly!? didnt you see that you are hurting the person u care most?! how could u not realize that?! what the fuck where you thinking!? control your dam hormones. birth control pills should not be a reason for these heightened emotions. what the fuck was going through ur mind. were you even thinking!? now look what youve done...