it feels like i fall for him a little bit more each day by day, more care and love, yet it doesnt seem lik trust has changed much with him. idk if he feels he feels any more love or care for me, but im afraid that there wont be enough time for us to develop the trust, yet ill still try, what do i do now, do i still let myself grow more of these feelings, or protect myself and brace for the worst? idk what i should do right now