I am so sad, I spent my entire summer away from home, my family, my boyfriend, my friends, my home, my childhood place, to be up here in berkeley going to summer school. I feel like I've missed out on so much and gained so little during my time up here, idk what it is that i gained. knowledge? not unless you end up getting a C in a class you literally studying all summer for. I just want to go home, and even if i go home, idk how i can possibly make up all the days that ive lost being up here within 2 weeks that im down there, i want my entire summer back, i dont want to grow up yet, ive been apart from home so long, i cant take it no more, its so hard, i just want to go home, i just want to go home so bad..., idk how i can make it all up, i feel lik 2 weeks is not enough down there to jus take everything baack in again, i miss my room, my old routines, last summer, everything, i want more of summer back, i want my summer back, i honestly cant take it no more, up here. im going back tomorrow, back home, i want to just stay there, and take it all in, until im ready to leave again. i feel so in pain and sad, this makes me even more afraid during the school year, idk what im going to do...why do i have to feel this way, why do i have such a strong attachment to home. im going home tomorrow 14 days total. at home, i hope those days are enough before i have to go back.