Friday, August 19, 2011

Sometimes it's better to follow logic than emotions you petty fool!

This is different than logic vs the heart by the way. Heart and emotion are 2 different things.

Sometimes I get pissed over things that I find out are so stupid and not worth getting frustrated about. I overanalyze all the little things because I see them as having a deeper underlying meaning to it. hah. I just said the definition of "overanalyze" just now! Screw AP English, thinking that theres an underlying meaning to every sentence in the book, when I could've just kept it simple and read what was there... I got pissed yesterday because I thought there was some deeper meaning to his actions. But when he asked me, "what's the underlying meaning then?" I thought of it. And the more I thought of it, the more stupid it got because what I thought of obviously wasn't true.. at all. I had a hard time telling him what the meaning was cus it was so STUPID! What a jackass mcgee of a fool I am to think that that "underlying meaning" was the meaning for his action. What I thought of was completely "wtf". It was "are you for serious?!" and in my mind, I was beginning to feel more lame because I was mad at this stupid action that was just suppose to be what it is, without no other meaning.

So I knew I was frustrated at something I wasn't at all suppose to be frustrated about. But why was I still mad even though I knew that I wasn't suppose to be mad? Maybe it's because of my pride. Maybe I was just mad at myself for being such a lameass, for acting a fool. Maybe I couldn't face that fact that I was wrong and he was right. I'm hells glad he was right though. Someone had to be and I'm glad it was him that pointed it out than any other person.

Why do I have to be frustrated when theres nothing to be frustrated about? Emotions can really mess with your logic of things...

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